Cant Think Of A Tittle

Dear diray (& Dano)

I havnt been upto anything much just left with my thoughts. I watched some girly romance DVDs today kind of made me sad i was single but then I remembered how much it hurt been in a relationship so it seemed a just cause. I have some sad news someone close to me died yesterday but what makes it worse is i neglected the relationship & havnt spoken to them in 6 months thinking that there would always be time but there isnt. I blame myself in some strange way asif me been there would have stoped it but I know i couldnt have. I havnt been answering my phone i have like 100 missed calls from potential clients & a text message from someone asking if there a lot of work in this line of business because there thinking of starting, I didnt text back. If im going to do what i do i dont want to involve other people or bring them into my mess. I seem to be fetting asked why I started this blog, to be honest I dont really know myself I guess if I was going to be involved in something as dramatic as this i might aswell write about plus writing a blog in some way gives me closure for the days events (strange i know). I think ive decided not to do anymore Call work untill i get back to london because its just not worth the money here & there isnt as much demand due to lower population. Im quite looking forward to going back to london I try not to really think about what ill do when i get there but sometimes ill look at someone i find really unattractive & think they could be a client to in some way prepare myself for it. The reason id rather be a Call-Boy than have a regular job is just its the thing i do best sex & i know its nothing to brag about but its just what i do best & what i know, i know that it has majour downfalls & i probably wont respect myself ever again & if i do go in i may be stuck in forever but …. well i dont know after its over i just laugh about it & think about how the image that people have of me is so terribly wrong & im not the little inocent boy. ok ive lost myself in this now & hopefully havnt lost anyone else (my writing skills are terrible). going to go make myself usefull

Taylor Green ( i thought as green as a last name last night i think its cute lol)

P.S. I dont want a book deal or anything I dont wish to be identified by this blog.

No No Sir You Cant Put That In There!

Ok i bet the tittle is enough to make you scream with disgust but its not quite like that. I had my first client today he was a 50 something dutch (well i think he was dutch maybe german all the same to me) & it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be (ok it was pretty disgusting & i couldnt wait for those 30 mins to end but i thought it was going to be much worse) I met him at a Starbucks in the city then I took him to some small boutique hotel around the corner. Im not going to go into the details but I striped for him while he “fondled” himself. He wanted to do more, a lot more but i told him for what he paid he wouldnt, after all this is my profession so  its only right i be professional. As you can guess he tried to talk me into it but i wouldnt budge i mean you get what you pay for. So now I cant wait to go to London the money i could earn I could be a pro & everyone always tells me I should be a model (at first i thought they were just trying to pick me up but no they strongly belhive it). Theres a lovley penthouse on Canairy Warf (hope i spelled it right) I would love to live there now id be working a couple of weeks before i could afford the deposit on a place like that but if I ask my great-grandad to loan it to me then i could move in & start making money straight away. Id have to work alot to live there but im prepaired to put the hours in. Those people who think im a horrible person borrowing money off my Great-Grandad to help start up in the profession of Call-boying dont hes a millionaire he has plenty of money. Ive decided im only going to do this aswell untill I can learn how to trade stocks on the London Stock Exchange someone was telling me about it once & it just fascinated me. I phoned my ex last night apparently things are bad back in the town I use to live in (name suprssion for the town LOL) hes losing his job in 6 weeks because theres not enough work I feel sorry for him I really do even tho he cheated on me numerous times & slept with my  best friend, & stupidly i forgave him & sent my best friend packing (leaving me best friend less) when i should have sent them both packing but what dosent kill us makes us stronger (so depressed with the news i actually tried to kill myself at the time but now i know that no bosy is worth that kind of action). I was thinking about what i wanted to be when i was younger (prompted by a comment on a previous post) & I always wanted to be either a Policeman or a member of Cabin Crew I supose been a Call-boy is a bit like been a member of Cabin Crew we both service people. I was also thinking ill have to make up a job to tell people what I actually do, so what job do you get called out at all hours for & make loads of money? any takers. I could always tell people im some kind of technician at the BBC braodcasting centre yes it might just work untill i meet someone who actually works at the BBC then I guess im screwed. I have such a headache again maybe its one of the many downfalls of the job headaches ill have to remember that for when i write my hand book 1-0-1 Call-Boy.

I guess i should go now & do something constructive maybe switch my phone on see if i have any calls i supose its naughty as a call boy turning my phone off but I just needed to find my feet again after my first.

 

Bye for now

Taylor

My First Client

The phone just rang with my first call i didnt answer it i was too scared my heart was racing i know i have to answer it to get work but i couldnt take this one i keep telling myself the next time it rings.  Ok while i was writing this the phone rang again same person I looked at it as if the phone was going to encourage me to pick it up then i looked back at my blog & remembered that i needed to answer it so i picked it up & said hello the voice was a man he sounded as tho he was from eastern europe he didnt seem as tho he had done this thing too many times before but he managed to find my website so he must have he said he wanted just half an hour (my prices for a full hour too much for him) so i said i could give him half a hour but it was strictly half an hour he said he just wanted me to strip for him & maybe u know (actually i dont know but i didnt tell him that) I told him I was too busy tonight but i could do anytime tomorrow so he said hed phone me back tomorrow at 11am told me to write his name down so i remembered the special price id given him I cant even remember his name. I was soo scared im still shaking now with excitement or something im not sure. I think back to Belle de Jour & how fearless she was I have so many questions what if i cant get it up or what if something goes wrong or a say something bad. I guess ill find out what happens tomorrow.

Goodluck to me

Taylor

P.S. i changed my Call-Boy name to Taylor I got bored of Scott. & I decided im going to move back to London be a Call-Boy there more money people here in New Zealand are cheap.

Bad Day At The Office

10 July 2008 number of clients = 0 number of calls = 0 it seems been a call boy isnt as easy as I first thought. I read some of Belle de Jours blog last night (diary of a call girl) for the first time. I dont know how she was so fearless when she started & just went & did it. I think that shes my new idol well i say new but ive never had a idol before witch is strange. Its 3:30pm & i have such a bad headache it almost feels like a hangover alltho i didnt have anything to drink last night. I wander why i havnt had any clients yet i bet i deffinetly would in london infact the population of london is 3M more than this whole country so i think id be sure to get a client. I wounder if theres a market for been a call boy in yorkshire i wounder if there is any call boys at all in yorkshire probably rent boys for sure. I might phone my ex who text me the other day ask him if he can lend me the money to get me back to the UK this country is shit. I could never tell him tho what ive decided to become even tho i havnt actually had any business yet. I joked once with him & said i was going to become a rent boy, he got all angry and said if i ever did that then he would never talk to me again i expect thats the attitude that everyone is going to have with me if they find out. I wounder if ill ever be able to tell anyone or if ill live a double life. I dont think tho if i led a double life that id ever be able to keep the 2 seperate. I was thinking last night about how if i didnt find the client attractive at all that i might not be able to cum & if thats what they wanted that they might not be happy with me. I wounder what Karo would say if she found out. Karo (name changed) was like my mother back in the UK she was sooo nice to me & i loved her as a mother & i hope she the same loved me like a son. I miss her terribley she used to say to me what am i like when i did something bad i doubt that shed be so forgiving this time. I was reading how rent boys dont value themselves or something like that so i started thinking do i not value myself (then my cureosity turned to anger at the people that would judge) so what if i dont value myself its non of there business. That reminds me im going on a healthy eating diet to try & imporve me in whatever way i can (not that im fat) all tho i have put wait on sice i was last in the UK i went form 65kg to 73kg i feel soo fat when you look at it as a number it seems alot. I wounder how you try & improve as a call boy there should be a manual for this kind of thing (101 Call-Boy For Dummies) maybe if i ever get a client i could write the book. Well i havnt done much today other than cleaned my room (like a normal 17 year old)  well saying that i bet theres plenty of 17 year olds that are on the game. I hope people reading dont compare me to the drug using benefit claiming people out there doiong tricks to support there habbit ive never been on the jobseekers (or whatever they call it) in my life & i dont take drugs im just a lad trying to make a living.

Well im going to get off now i could write all day about my thoughts but id bore anyone who read this blog. Wish me luck in getting my first client (fingers crossed) & if your in London watch out im on my way.

 

Scott (witch is my call boy name)

(i think this is the longest blog post ive ever written)

Getting Paid For Getting Laid

Im a little nervous so i thought id write a blog. All ive done today is make myself a webpage & put my advert on as many listing sites as possible. I dont know why im so nervous i havnt had a call yet i dont even think i know what to do when i get one. Im not quite sure how everyone else does it i kind of wish that there was someone who could show me the ropes like in a normal job but i guess it cant be that hard i know how to have sex & i know how to take money of people.

Scott Taylor Elliot

My New Career

Today i have choosen to take up the career of escort, (a glamorous term for the word rent boy, all tho ive heard that a rent boy is someone who takes drugs & uses sex to support their habbit with I am not doing). I dont know why i decided to write a blog as i do this maybe i was inspired by the tv series Secret diary of a call-girl (all tho I have never seen it). I figure it cant be that hard to be a Escort as people already offer me money for sex, so I must be worth something? ( I apologize now for my poor level of spelling/grammer its something im working on).  So i guess i should tell you a little about me well I am 17, male (obviously) I live in Auckland a city in New Zealand, I just came over here 6 months ago from the UK to live with my pairents (fun) been poor & unsucsessfull at finding a job, mainly to my lack of desire to find one i guess. So far the steps I have taken is advertising my services on a Escort listing website with a pic. Im a little worried that i wont be able to keep my private life & work life seperate but ill cross that bridge when i come to it, also im not quite sure i know how to start doing this i figure it will just get easyier everytime I do it but ive thought about this for a while now & its something i want to do.

Thats all for now

Scott Elliot

Escort

 

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